So, I am not really sure what to say, but on request (and because I promised) I am making a post about my sudden change of situation :3 Because as you might now. Since the day before yesterday, I have been officially ‘taken’. 

First of all, love - I really get what you mean when you said that you’re head is acting all strange; I feel the exact same way now. I have so many feelings filling up my chest - which feels at least two sizes too small for all the feels I am trying to contain - and it’s like I can’t seem to write them down. 

I have slowly fallen in love with you, without realizing it, really. I’m always like that. I never realize I’m in love before I am madly tortured by my hormones and affection. I’ve sort of suspected it. I think you remember me saying that I think I have a bit more and deeper feelings than one’s supposed to do towards a friend. Now my friends here in my home town are teasing me because I am acting like a fool in love. I do small things I don’t quite think about myself - like sighing with a blissful smile, staring vacantly out in the air - suddenly starting to giggle or grin like the Cheshire cat. My closest and dearest friend tease me about it constantly xD 

My closest friends, as you know, are the only ones I’ve told so far - and my tumblr followers of course. Tumblr is so anonymous, but yet so supporting. Numerous of things are easy to talk about on tumblr - things which are hard to talk about in real life. I want to tell the entire world that I love you - but I know that I’ll sooner or later bump into narrow-sighted people asking questions that are none of their business, and I’ll be internally upset because they’re so uncivilized and lack manners. 

I still laugh a bit of the fact that I’ve always considered myself SUPER STRAIGHT. Like - “masculine, hairy, big men. OMNOMNOM.” But now I am head over heels - and all because of you; my sweet, little woman. I’m as Nordic as you’re Asian. And I love you. ; 3 ; 

And of course I’d have to find that out when you decided to travel to the other side of the globe xD Well. You’ll be back in a month. 

On the more humorous side; this all started with you contacting me on tumblr. And then we started RP-ing. You are a brilliant Mycroft. I was rp-ing Sherlock. And our ‘John’ said to me here the other day: “…When Holmecest becomes reality.” GOD, JOHN. STAP. xD

I’ve got no hate at all for falling in love with a girl - entering a girl-girl relationship. Tumblr must be the most friendly place to admit things such as that to a mass of people. Thank you so much for your love, good wishes and kindness - although I haven’t had the opportunity to answer all of you, I love, read and appreciate every single ask ; A ; 

Thank you so much. All of you.